Wednesday, July 30, 2008

my birthday

today happens to be my birthday. hope i have a blast tonight. im waiting for jennie because she is still dressing up. :-) hope i have a blast.

more on this later.



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Monday, July 28, 2008

uneventful

im here stuck at the econ lobby, surfing, checking mail and blogging. i finally had the guts to continue writing in this blog. i guess the fact that this blog is a bit old made me realize that somehow it had value. after all the things ive posted, ranted and spilled here, it deserves a bit of continuity.

im using geliah glorias laptop right now since im out of battery and im too lazy to plug mine. i saw her playing football at the sunken garden and i decided to borrow her laptop since i have nothing to do anyway. right now, im waiting for her. shes changing clothes since shes rather filthy after playing football in a very very wet field. im sure she had tons of fun like me. well, i did have fun today but not so much as what i have expected. my orgmates from the UP economics towards consciousness decided to watch a paris hilton movie and stardust. i saw stardust before so got a bit bored, except the parts where the princes were killing each other. my orgmates from the UP debate society had debates and i just watched. i didnt really feel like debating today.

geliah and i are having dinner together, something we havent done in a very very long time. i hope we could meet up with our other friends. wishes.

GMAs sona is a bit uneventful or so i think. i havent really heard anything as of the moment. i did see a crowd near the oblation on my way to UP this morning. the usual rally/mob. the usual crowd. the usual shouts. nothing new.

tomorrow will be another day. hopefully it would be more eventful than today. :-)



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Thursday, July 24, 2008

Paranoia of a liberated man 1


since im trying to revive this blog, i decided to write again. thanks to clyde for somewhat inspiring me to continue writing no matter how futile this may seem. :-)

perhaps it is good to answer certain questions that i have never really answered when i started this blog. ill begin with why i am paranoid and what exactly do i mean by a liberated man?

im paraniod for so many reasons. im paranoid because im afraid to age, im afraid of cats, dogs and frogs. im paranoid because somdeday the sun will cease to shine, the rivers will cease to flow; there will be too many people in the philippines and no more space for my soul. im paranoid because there are so many sexist individuals in the world. im paranoid because someday this imperfect world will end and i will never see it become the utopia ive always dreamed about.

im paranoid for so many reasons but perhaps the most disturbing thing that i see is how we continue to live lives that are still bounded by conventions and stereotypes despite the fact that we live in a democracy and believe that man has transcended its dark ages.

i think man should be liberated from these things.

*photo of the University of the Philippines Carillon, i took this photo a few months ago.



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